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long time no write in English, let's see what I can come up with...also have not wrote without reason, just type type type...for Chinese, better if I have pen and paper to do this type of exercise because I cannot instantly come up with the exact word for typing, therefore, meaning I am not good at it. So far 2012 have been treating me well, and wish to keep it that way. Is there anyway that I can help people who always always always have negative views? Should I set this as my goal for 2012, I will keep a tab at bottom and renew everytime I add to it.
as my parental leave is coming to an end (very soooooon), I have to prepare myself to go back to work, will there be promotions, not sure, but quite certain HKG CX will be next in mind if want to continue working as a cabin crew, at my age, am now so afraid to go out and search for new job again, what can I do out there, I really do not see myself having any special trade skills that I have earned with me, definitely not a professional or talented member in the society, hate working in an office environment, been there done that, and wanted to move on so badly, just can not stand the politics, they are lying if they claim there are none in their office, will miss my son greatly not being able to see him everyday, and he is growing day by day, and of course I missed my Canadian Winter, so warm here in HKG and no snow, I enjoy cold weather very much, the only time where you can get cozy with someone and not having to worry about sweating your arse off, also my house, driving, the air, the trees, the grass, the flowers, the cat next store...
if any adjustments are to be made, I think I am still quite flexible and able to adapt to them, but deep down inside, I think I belong to anywhere but HKG, I am actually also afraid to place orders over the telephone because I can never understand what the other party is trying to tell me, either they speak too fast or I am too slow, another problem I must face if coming back for good is skin problems, I get occasional rash here and there when in HKG, the weather is too humid and I can not tolerate too much air conditioning, but did found a cure during the past six months and so far is working great, I treat Bio-oil as my new best buddy, I dab it whereever, whenever, is a must for my survival in HKG, and I am not over exaggerating....
ok, times up, I treat this as my daily twenty minute run...something you should never give-up trying!!
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- no more nosying other people's business, unless the timing/mood is right, never to ask personal questions anymore, this will scare people away.
- no more checking other crews' rosters because relating to #1, it is NOMB (none of my business), unless swapping related.
- helping the negative viewers to become positive viewers, HOW, not sure
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